转折点..

期待已久的今天,我成功了,成功过程中包含了各种精神虐待,压力..但今天我让我妈又再为我骄傲..努力了那么久,换来我妈真正开心的一天..一路来是值得的...

人生总不能一直的开心下去,很快的,我担心了,随着孩子的长大,反之,我的可爱的妈妈渐渐的老了,手也开始骨骼老化了,亲耳听着医生说,人老了是这样的..我心疼了...

小时候被蚂蚁咬了,就吵着辛苦,很痒,很痛..现在妈妈的手肿了,痛了,却因为骨骼退化而无法敷衍..我知道她并不好受,满口不断的说没事没事..除了心疼,那又能怎样..前人说,父母活100岁,担忧99..我可以再为他们做些什么..?真的很无奈...

有时在想,我这一辈子换来的,就是苦了妈妈..为什么我没有本事...

Feelings..

Sometimes, I wonder humans always like to think to much, and feel too little.
When its come to think, it could be a comedy,
when it's come to feel, it may comes to tragedy.
 If you simply ignored the feelings,
 you will never know what might be happen around us..
When its come to problem,
people like to avoid from them, as a human,
you can close yours eyes to the things that you dont wish to see,
 but,
 you cannot close your hearts to the things that you don't wish to feel..No matter how shit feeling your face right now,
 you life will still going on, there will never even stop for you..
at this moment,
should I just follow what my feeling now..?